Well, I met this guy from my best friend. He was her best friend. We started off being friends and we just clicked. WE both admitted that we liked each other. He said we couldn’t date because we live too far away. (btw im in ny, and he lives in tx) and i totally understood. but a month into talking he said he loved me. and i said it back. we moved very far in a short while. and in sept. he asked me out. i said yes of course 
but about 3 weeks ago. I did something stupid. I sorta cheated. meaning that i started talking to a guy saying stuff about how i thought he was hot and such and flirted reallly bad with him. and i sorta said i would do some stuff. i know i know bad me. but i made a mistake, i admit that. and i felt bad. so i told my bf. he broke up with me right there and then. and i truely do love him. im in love with him. i want him back. but he is so angry with me. and he said he forgives me, but he cant forget. and i told him that i dont want him to forget. because i’ll
never forget. im angry with myself for it. and i broke his heart. and i feel so bad. i want him back. he changed my mind on marriage and kids. i never wanted them. but i do with him. and i saw a life with him. he changed me. i made a mistake and cheated. idc that its a long distance relationship. im IN love with him. and idk what to do to get him to just give me one more chance. thats all im asking. to help him fix his heart. and to prove i can be faithful. i know “once a cheater, always a cheater” but i will change. for him. its the first time i cheated. but i dont want to mess up again. im so in love with him.
AWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well to be honest i think that if he truly loves you back, he will want to get back together with you