i really like my best friend! and i cant stop thinking about him! i wish i would stop it…..sometimes i wish i didn’t like him so much…..’cause it kinda hurts…..i think he knows that i like him (that’s what one of our friends told me) there’s times when i think he likes me back….and there’s other times were i cant tell at all, then i wonder if he’s just being him…like there was this one time were i was kind of doodling on my paper and he’s sitting next to me, and he just kinda kisses my finger or something, i got really flustered and didn’t look up cause i didn’t want him to see my face, then when we were walking latter on, he just randomly starts talking about biting people and that he bit me but he didn’t want to hurt me and stuff and he said it in this voice he has when he’s trying to ya know “explain” himself……i didn’t know what to think of it……and the other day we were at another friends house and we were watching a movie “Out cold”and the dialogue in the movie made me kinda blush, and yea…i dont usually watch stuff like that, just me…and he was on the other side of the couch and he’d look over and smile at me and stuff…and i dont know if he was thinking that i was kinda weird or whatever…..
..i’ve tried telling him how i feel but each time i cant, i end up changing the subject as soon as i say his name……… i dont know what to do……i feel so confused….